indecisions

when it comes to decisions, being able to match them up with your principles makes making them so much easier. something you're confident in will always be a yes in your books and a thing against your values will always be a no. here being stubborn helps to avoid all those hair-pulling indecisive moments.

then one day you wake up and realise you've been such a pussy. what ever happened to those things that used to be so clear cut? in addition to yes and no you now have maybe, possibly, could be, probably not, let me sit on it.. you're actually stopping and having to think! what is that at the back of your mind? that feeling in your stomach? that fear creeping inside of you. you're scared you'll muck up your plans. you're afraid of failures. you're afraid of guilt. then there's the external factor. like carefully balancing on a fine thread up on air, you want to please everyone. why?

will one day, that fear eat you inside out?