7 August 2011

a paradox of sorts

i say..i wanna save money and watch my budget. but i splurge on shopping.
i say..i wanna be fit. but i lose motivation at the earliest attempt.
i say..i wanna learn new skills. but i give up at the slightest sight of dwindling interest.
i say..i wanna go out and have fun. but i decide to stay home instead.
i say..i wanna try out. but i turn back and hurt you instead.
i say..you no longer mean anything to me. but i still acknowledge you.
i say..i dislike lies. but i play along with yours.
i say..i don't have the same feelings. but i let you keep hoping.
i say..i wanna go away. but i can't seem to leave.
i say..keep in touch. but i can't give people enough attention.
i say..i should study harder. but i procrastinate till i couldn't anymore.
i say..i'm not a feminist. but my opinions get too strong.
i say..i can do it myself. but your help delights me.
i say..i don't need anyone. but i feel incomplete.
i say..i should wait. but i get impatient.
i say..i should forget. but my mind keeps pulling me back.

can a woman who looks so strong beg for her heart?

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